How do I put this?

I'm not in a good mood right now, at all. I feel very...conflicted and angry. The worst part is, there are so many things running through my mind and I've just been trying to make sense of it all this entire evening. Not even absolute silence is helping. All I can really say: I feel so alone right now. Maybe more on this later when I can make more sense of my thoughts. But right now, I need to try to sleep and I'm not entirely sure that's possible.

Goodnight.